Five Months of Healing

I can hardly believe that its been 5 full months (+9 before that) since this guy joined us.  This week its been a year since we found out he was a healthy & strong little guy inside me.  So many times, I have thought about how much he has healed my heart and brought such joy to our lives.  I remember, in grieving the loss of our other babies, reading that people would comfort you in saying that you wouldn't have the baby/child you have if the other(s) weren't "lost".  And in calling it what it was, this author was recounting that she wanted that baby, the lost baby.  There is totally something to that.  I get it.  But now that we do have another, wow, I am so so happy to have this guy.  And the sting of losing those babies is easier.  Thanks be to God.